Searching....
by Toccara Hudson
by Toccara Hudson
You just want to be loved and adored
the center of attention, the merrier the more and if you deny outwardly,
inwardly you’re a sore that is constantly growing from being ignored
See, we don’t want to admit but we're always searching...
yea, searching for more
Love is what we say we pursue,
but if I can’t find it in me,
I won’t find it in you,
ignorant of that fact, we are surely destined to fail...and more compelled
to sacrifice and compromise,
which creates the very mindset
that subsequent our demise
please open your eyes...and realize your core
yes your searching...
yea, your searching for more
A friend is what we say we'll be,
someone who’s there and cares, you see
"See im here when your happy"
"see im here when your sad"
"see im here to wipe your tears away"
"see im here to make you laugh"
but you talk about her behind your back, and spread rumors and lies
you mess with her ex, that she’s not quite over yet
your evil ways, you don’t realize
can't be what we need to someone else,
because we are unhappy with ourselves
the emptiness inside you try to ignore, yea that comes from you searching..
yea, searching for more
Happy is what we claim to be,
we wear the mask, so no one sees
the puffy eyes, the wounded soul
the broken heart...secrets untold
bitterness, anger, loneliness, deceit
jealousy, confusion, insecurities, defeat
these things I know, so my heart i pour,
cause I know how it feels to be searching...
yea, searching for more
We watch with our eyes closed,
and we talk with our ears plugged,
we choose lies over truth,
and hate over love,
if we take the moment to be honest, we all want more
and only God can give us what we are looking for
so don’t be discouraged, dismayed or confused
He loves us despite what we say and we do,
give him your heart, and like an eagle your soar
and u won’t have to search
yea, search for more